I'm Quizzed

I took a lot of quizzes this week and all of those were so mind-wrecking! I even failed my Filipino quiz just this day. Our SRJP1 quiz was also hard since it is given in a dictation type of quiz. The worst part is it was dictated in pure Japanese. My math quiz gave a migraine. The topic was about fraction and fraction is one of the topics in Math I curse the most. I hate Math in general! I'm no longer expecting to pass that quiz. Boo me.

My face before my quizzes were like this:

While taking the quizzes I'm like:

When I saw the result in my Filipino quiz I was like:

I thought I got 13 but when it was rechecked, I got another mistake. Shame on me (facepalms).

College Shock

Adjusting to a new environment is one of the painful processes when you deal with change. You will start to slowly to erase the things you usually do before in your system and let new things enter your life. You start to do things you don't usually do before when you were still in your comfort zone. Suddenly, you realize that the old you is starting to fade away while the changed you starts to surface on the ground. This drastic change is now happening to me, and honestly, I don't like how things are turning out. Waking up at 5:30 or earlier, doing assignments, STUDYING, lesser late night chats with my cousin/roommate,seeing my friends meeting new people was not what I had expected. I can't see the word "FUN" in my college life as of now. My new friends doesn't like to go out much and just waste their time talking about anime and crushes(their crushes are not even attractive). Although my allowance had already increased, Php60-Php100, I can't receive my allowance from my grandma cause she's broke. Why is money so elusive to people nowadays? Enough of the money talk, did I already said that Nihongo is killing my brains off? And the fact that our SRJP1 teacher is so motherfucking-overies exploding-underwear tearing handsome gives my head a total brain damage.   I don't even like to wear the uniform. I'd rather wear civilian clothes. If my mom would ask if I'd wear the uniform, I'll just make up an excuse that I still don't have the scarf (our uniform has a scarf that is worm underneath the collar). I'm also starting to lose time on my social networking. I could only use the laptop every weekends which is such a bummer! If childbirth has post-partum depression, I call this as college depression. Makes sense eh? I hope it doesn't get worse.

For now, I am still grasping to my new place. I chose to proceed to college after all. I could've ask my parents to enroll me to grade 11. I just hope I could enjoy college and not treat this as a mind torture.

Before I forgot, I still have to make a corner proposal for my new job (which I'll blog after a few days).

College Jitters

After 2 months of having a no-stress summer (which is such a cliffhanger!), I am kicking things off as I enter the fun and stressful world of college. I feel very nervous because I don't have any idea what will happen tomorrow and the rest of the days. I don't even have any nice clothes to wear for this entire week! An addition to that, I'm still confused on what will I wear on our acquaintance party. It makes me feel a lot nervous. I don't even feel the hype of getting involve into a new environment, it feels like it's just an ordinary high school orientation, well, sad to say, it isn't anymore :(

For now, I don't want to expect a lot because it might hurt me someday. I'll just let the wind take me wherever it goes.

To all the college freshies who could read this, good luck to us and welcome to heaven and hell :))))

LEZZDUDIS FOLKS!

Tomorrow's our orientation for the first semester this school year. Gah, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WEAR FOR TOMORROW. I just hope my future blockmates will be fun and pleaseeeeeeeeeee no bad friends for me!!! Also, I'm kinda thrilled to meet our future professors tomorrow, I wish there won't be any terror professors to give us good grades (fingers crossed!). Moreover, this year should be a blast!