won't go to our class farewell party. It's so bullshit for me.

As Summer Finally Kicks Off

Summer is the season I've always looked forward for aside from Christmas. It is the time where I can relax and do whatever I can without worries except cash. I could hang-out on my friend's place, be wide awake until 6am, meet new people and so much more. Now, I'm planning to enroll myself on a dance class and to the gym to use my time wisely rather than surfing the net all day or be a couch potato for 2 months. It's also the time for me to shed body fat and have a slimmer figure(THIS IS A MUST FOR ME). Next week, I will REALLY try to wake up early to having an early morning jog and some stretching to lose weight. Aside from that, I'm also planning to write new chapters on my pending story online. It's still on its first chapter so I should write more to keep my readers from waiting too long.


Our class organized a farewell party at a resort. I'm feeling very confused if should I go or not. Honestly, I don't like the place because it's near a factory site and I heard that the water in the beach is full of well, dirt. They have a pool and it's really ideal for me since it's only 4-5 feet deep and I don't know how to swim so it suits me. But the problem is the people. I had made friends with my other classmates and I do have a circle of girl friends. It's just that I don't feel comfortable with others and with all honesty, our bond is not really tight. There are a lot of cliques in our class that sometimes we cannot make the ends meet. Lastly, I don't feel enthusiastic about the event. I don't know, I just feel blank whenever they talk about it.


Should I go? or should I go?

summer...summer...summer

Woo! It's already the last week of my junior life and I'm really excited for summer! Today was so boring at school because there's no longer regular classes for the honors. Somehow, there are still activities and paperworks done by the average dudes( thank God I'm effin smart). We just played cards and had a movie marathon at our classroom using our classmates laptop. O was really pissed by my other classes because they keep on switching fi;ms and fast-forwarding it. Still, it was sort of fun.

I'll be absent tomorrow. I'm pretty sure nothing productive will happen tomorrow. I just hope.

And by the way, HAPPY SECOND MONTHSERY to my blog!

Movie Review for 500 Days of Summer

This is the first time I'm doing a movie review so please bear with my naivete about this.

An excellent work of art, 500 Days of Summer would be one of the bests feel-good movies that I've ever watched. It tackles both sides of love which is fantasy and reality. The scenes are sweet yet with a touch of realism, it's not so overdone and not so boring. This gives you an unexplainable feeling of lightness as if your problems are gone like the wind. The funny pick-up lines gave the movie life and a ray of sunshine. The movie shows that love comes in a very unexpected way that would just make you feel like "Boom!". 500 Days of Summer also showed the bitter side of love which is losing someone you love in a soft yet painful manner. But the good thing is, it also showed how moving on from a wrecked relationship would make you stronger and bolder in terms of your whole being and your thoughts about dating and other stuff that relates about love. This movie is perfect for destiny suckers like me (haha!) or if you would just like to chill inside your house and you like to feel better.

Character-wise, I could say that Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel both did a great job portraying the roles of Tom and Summer. Who could ever think of someone that can give the silent bitch and the cute greeting card writer life?

In the field of cinematography I could say that they didn't screwed up since the camera got the right angles and showed the expression of each character. I like the vintage-y effect of the lighting because it was just so light and good for the eyes.

In terms of the soundtrack I couldn't really say anything since in the first place, I was never a fan of British pop. Yet, the choice of songs matched to every scene. From happy and melancholic, you can't help but to sing along with their songs and download The Smiths on iTunes.

These words cannot express how I fell in love with this flick even if this is my first time watching it. It's beyond that. Something that I can't grasp not until I get stuck in a relationship with no assurance. But trust me, this movie will make believe more in the amazing power of love and finding "The One". This will leave you asking for more.

why do teachers require a lot of requirements in the finals when they would just burn or throw it on the trash? Do they know how hard it is for us students to manage everything? They could just check our books and go! I'm sure they've been through this so at least they should compensate a little. Seriously, this clearance thing is smudging my brain from the inside a hundred times. I hope summer comes fast.

STRESSED!!!

New Blog

I just signed up on a new blog site named Publr (idk if it's really) and here is my url:

http://thinightissparkling.publr.com/

from what I've seen, some of its parts where copied from Tumblr, even its name is almost copied. I just hope I would have fun sharing my thoughts in that website the way I having now with Tumblr and Blogspot.


7 hours from now and we'll head to Pasig Islets. They say the water there is clean and it's been a looooooooooong time since I hit the beach with my family. Will post everything about it LATER.

By the way, I did not attended classes today. It's just so boring. Have to sleep :*

Frustration and Self-Anger

That moment when I haven't heard my name from the honors' list was the most major fuck of all the fucks in my high school life. I felt very frustrated and at the same time, very angry with myself. Why did I it slip? Why was I too relax? Would I still be an honor student in the end of this school year? What should I do? Those were the questions that bombarded my mind in that particular time. I guess the blame should be really put on me. I was too confident about everything and now look what I got. Pfft.

Yet, it also gave me the motivation to strive harder especially that the finals are fast approaching. I wouldn't be able to snag a copy of the Hunger Games Trilogy if I keep on slacking off. Justin Bieber's "Never Say Never" helped me to pull myself together while I was being drowned by frustration. Although I'm not a Bieber fan, it really gave me some strength to strive harder. My parents' words helped too especially with Dad, he gave a strawberry ice cream :3

This time, I won't let it slip. I'll grip it hard. Harder than I can imagine.

Third Honor Roll, please don't be too elusive.


Hunger Games Trilogy, wait there and stay still.

Me, calm mah tits and resist temptations.

God, please be there all the time. I love you :*

Mystery solved in death of legendary Japanese dog

http://beta.ph.news.yahoo.com/mystery-over-fate-famed-japanese-dog-resolved-20110302-024709-246.html

Scientists have settled a decades-old mystery by naming a cause of death for Japan's most famous dog, Hachiko, whose legendary loyalty was immortalized in a Hollywood movie starring Richard Gere.
They say Hachiko died of cancer and worms, not because he swallowed a chicken skewer that ruptured his stomach — as legend had had it.

Hachiko was considered such a model of devotion that his organs were preserved when he died in 1935.
For years, Hachiko used to wait at Shibuya train station for its master, a professor at the University of Tokyo. Even after the professor died, the dog went to the station to wait for his master every afternoon for a decade until he finally died.

Tokyo residents were so moved that they built a statue of Hachiko at the station, which remains a popular rendezvous spot for Japanese today. He was also the hero of Japanese children's books.
The dog's story turned into a 2009 Hollywood film, "Hachi: A Dog's Story," starring Richard Gere — a remake of a 1987 Japanese movie.

Rumors had it that Hachiko died after wolfing down a skewer of grilled chicken — Japanese barbecue called yakitori — that ruptured his stomach.

But University of Tokyo veterinarians examining his innards said Wednesday that they found Hachiko had terminal cancer and also a filaria infection — worms.

Four yakitori sticks remained in Hachiko's stomach, but they did not damage his stomach or cause death, said Kazuyuki Uchida, one of veterinarians.

"Hachiko certainly had yakitori given by a street vendor at Shibuya," he said. "But the sticks were unrelated to his death, and the rumor is groundless."

Second of March

I just realized today that if you want to have stronger bonds with your friends, you have to show that you are trust-worthy especially about secrets. Ever since I was young, I can't control myself from keeping secrets of my friends. It was always been the root of our quarrels and we always end up on a blaming game. I think what I'll do with myself starting now is to control my mouth from revealing too many things. Second, I'd only dish out my Dirty Little Secrets to those I really trust and would bring it with them on their graves. And third, I would really try hard to calm my mouth when I'm emotional because that's the time I spill secrets. (e.g, when I'm too ecstatic or mad).

Today's lessons in Chemistry is very easy while our Math lesson went backwards to our first year lesson. And oh yes, I feel really blessed because fate didn't allowed that thing to happen. Love you Jesus!

Stressed :|

I felt really shitty these past few days of February. Stress has been bugging my system since there are only days before the class ends(SUMMER!) and the tension inside me starts to heat up making breakdown sometimes. Especially what happened last week in our group activity. I just broke down into tears because of pressure and frustration. Isama pa ang removal test namin kahapon sa Chemistry, nakakasira talaga ng ulo, imagine, ngayon lang ulit ako nagpa-tutor dahil bagsak ako sa exam. I hope this time I'll pass. Pati rin pala sa Math namin kanina. Super mindfuck.


Days really run fast and now I'm saying goodbye to February and hello to March which means SUMMER is finally coming :"D. I've been thinking of taking up dance classes again to lose weight and do something fun during the long break. And maybe, I'll go back to the gym to have a formal workout regimen. But I'm also interested in learning Karate or Taekwando? What do you think is better?