Thursday, March 3, 2011

Frustration and Self-Anger

That moment when I haven't heard my name from the honors' list was the most major fuck of all the fucks in my high school life. I felt very frustrated and at the same time, very angry with myself. Why did I it slip? Why was I too relax? Would I still be an honor student in the end of this school year? What should I do? Those were the questions that bombarded my mind in that particular time. I guess the blame should be really put on me. I was too confident about everything and now look what I got. Pfft.

Yet, it also gave me the motivation to strive harder especially that the finals are fast approaching. I wouldn't be able to snag a copy of the Hunger Games Trilogy if I keep on slacking off. Justin Bieber's "Never Say Never" helped me to pull myself together while I was being drowned by frustration. Although I'm not a Bieber fan, it really gave me some strength to strive harder. My parents' words helped too especially with Dad, he gave a strawberry ice cream :3

This time, I won't let it slip. I'll grip it hard. Harder than I can imagine.

Third Honor Roll, please don't be too elusive.


Hunger Games Trilogy, wait there and stay still.

Me, calm mah tits and resist temptations.

God, please be there all the time. I love you :*


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