Last night, three unexpected things (and dangerous) happened to me.

First, I contacted my mother about  my whereabouts (which I RARELY do)

Second, I blew up my dirtiest secret to my friends (some of them I don't consider as close). A secret that I never opened up to anyone. They were stunned at first, then they were laughing at me while hitting me with balloons.

Third, some random drunk old guy was checking me out while I was on a PUJ going home. He mumbled something I didn't understood (good thing I didn't). He probably want me to give him a handjob. The hell I would. Not to an old guy. Ugh.

Just finished reading <a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3916747/1/In-the-Family-Way" target="_blank">In The Family Way</a> by <a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/u/925724/Vicki-So" target="_blank">Vicki So</a>. There was no dull moment while I read the whole story. The amazing thig there is, I finished reading it on just a day. It's an accomplishment for me! There's also a lot of twists in the story, especially on the pairings. It saved my heart from drowning in the "Zutara angst feels". Seriously though, I need to get a good laugh from reading angsty and heartbreaking Zutara fics. 

My heart keeps on breaking but I'm still trying on living as I keep on loving. 

Ground Shakes feat. Snoopybabe

A few moments ago, we had experienced an earthquake. While my cousin was panicking, I was just staring at my laptop like this:

When I had come into my senses, I immediately ordered my cousin and our nursemaid to execut the "duck,cover and hold" method. While I was ducking my head under the table, our nursemaid just looked at me like this:



I told her to do it swiftly yet she only said that her body won't fit. I told to keep the head safe. She was just completely staring at me while my cousin was just laughing hysterically. -_-

Anyways, we had been struck by a 7.9 magnitude earthquake here in the Philippines. After two hours, an 8.5 magnitude of aftershock would be experienced. The authorities announced that this may be a tsunami warning. EVERYONE PRAY FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY AND YOUR LOVED ONES.

I'm Quizzed

I took a lot of quizzes this week and all of those were so mind-wrecking! I even failed my Filipino quiz just this day. Our SRJP1 quiz was also hard since it is given in a dictation type of quiz. The worst part is it was dictated in pure Japanese. My math quiz gave a migraine. The topic was about fraction and fraction is one of the topics in Math I curse the most. I hate Math in general! I'm no longer expecting to pass that quiz. Boo me.

My face before my quizzes were like this:

While taking the quizzes I'm like:

When I saw the result in my Filipino quiz I was like:

I thought I got 13 but when it was rechecked, I got another mistake. Shame on me (facepalms).

College Shock

Adjusting to a new environment is one of the painful processes when you deal with change. You will start to slowly to erase the things you usually do before in your system and let new things enter your life. You start to do things you don't usually do before when you were still in your comfort zone. Suddenly, you realize that the old you is starting to fade away while the changed you starts to surface on the ground. This drastic change is now happening to me, and honestly, I don't like how things are turning out. Waking up at 5:30 or earlier, doing assignments, STUDYING, lesser late night chats with my cousin/roommate,seeing my friends meeting new people was not what I had expected. I can't see the word "FUN" in my college life as of now. My new friends doesn't like to go out much and just waste their time talking about anime and crushes(their crushes are not even attractive). Although my allowance had already increased, Php60-Php100, I can't receive my allowance from my grandma cause she's broke. Why is money so elusive to people nowadays? Enough of the money talk, did I already said that Nihongo is killing my brains off? And the fact that our SRJP1 teacher is so motherfucking-overies exploding-underwear tearing handsome gives my head a total brain damage.   I don't even like to wear the uniform. I'd rather wear civilian clothes. If my mom would ask if I'd wear the uniform, I'll just make up an excuse that I still don't have the scarf (our uniform has a scarf that is worm underneath the collar). I'm also starting to lose time on my social networking. I could only use the laptop every weekends which is such a bummer! If childbirth has post-partum depression, I call this as college depression. Makes sense eh? I hope it doesn't get worse.

For now, I am still grasping to my new place. I chose to proceed to college after all. I could've ask my parents to enroll me to grade 11. I just hope I could enjoy college and not treat this as a mind torture.

Before I forgot, I still have to make a corner proposal for my new job (which I'll blog after a few days).

College Jitters

After 2 months of having a no-stress summer (which is such a cliffhanger!), I am kicking things off as I enter the fun and stressful world of college. I feel very nervous because I don't have any idea what will happen tomorrow and the rest of the days. I don't even have any nice clothes to wear for this entire week! An addition to that, I'm still confused on what will I wear on our acquaintance party. It makes me feel a lot nervous. I don't even feel the hype of getting involve into a new environment, it feels like it's just an ordinary high school orientation, well, sad to say, it isn't anymore :(

For now, I don't want to expect a lot because it might hurt me someday. I'll just let the wind take me wherever it goes.

To all the college freshies who could read this, good luck to us and welcome to heaven and hell :))))

LEZZDUDIS FOLKS!

Tomorrow's our orientation for the first semester this school year. Gah, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO WEAR FOR TOMORROW. I just hope my future blockmates will be fun and pleaseeeeeeeeeee no bad friends for me!!! Also, I'm kinda thrilled to meet our future professors tomorrow, I wish there won't be any terror professors to give us good grades (fingers crossed!). Moreover, this year should be a blast!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qtJar2v9B4&feature=related

After Quinn and Joe performed their rendition of my favorite Whitney Houston song,I couldn't get it out of my head. And guess what? I raped the play button 'cause this version is too awesome :D

Alam mo yung feeling na natusok ka ng putcha na barbeque stick sa paa tapos ang hapdi ng sugat nung nilinisan mo siya ng alcohol at betadine tapos bukas ka pa tuturukan ng anti-tetanus vaccine kasi gabi na tapos hindi mo alam kung magigising ka pa ba bukas kasi madali maka-tetano ang barbeque stick at ang malala pa eh pangalawa mo natong turok sa buong buhay mo? Sorry nag-tagalog ako di ko siya ma-elaborate ng maayos sa English eh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0ERrT-HyGM

Pete Yorn and Scarlett Johansson-Clean

As I was looking through videos on how to steal Scarlett Johansson’s Black Widow hairstyle, I saw this video and viewed it out of curiosity. I didn’t know she has a very catchy voice and had collaborated with a singer by the name of Pete Yorn (which I don’t recognize) and made an album entitled “Break Up”. This song has got my attention the first time I played it. Their voices blended well and I must say, they kinda look good together. Well too bad, SJ’s dating someone else and as with PY, I have no news. I hope Scarlett will record more albums and hopefully, win a Grammy. I’m just sharing this to let the whole world know how great my pseudo-older sister is. Go Ate Scarlett!

The Avengers was jaskbv\sjds\fkv hfsjhgkz\mgfvb AMAZING! My 135 bucks was not wasted and I am looking forward to a sequel. I think I'm starting to develop a little crush on Chris Evans.Yeee!My older sister Scarlett Johansson(chos!) looks really hot in her catsuit. GO FOR THE AVENGERS 2!

Lip Tooch

I tried to imitate Anne Curtis' picture doing a lip tooch with lipstick that she posted on her Twitter account in which she had deleted.Sadly, even after three attempts, it wasn't close to perfection :(

First try:

I tried this Friday dawn and sneaked in my grandma's room and took her two lipsticks. You heard it right, it's my grandma's.And the mirror too! I used R17 Smooth Matte Lipstick in Dare Devil and combined it with Maybelline Color Sensational Lipstick in Plum Perfection.


Attempt:FAILED!

Second Try:

This was my second trial which I did just a few hours ago and after 5 takes, this picture was, in my opinion, is the "copycat" of Anne's. Yet in her picture, both sides of her jaw were seen and the camera wasn't too close to the mirror.In this picture, I used Maybelline Color Sensational Lipstick in Bonbon Pink and Avon Simple Pretty Colorburst Lipstick in Red Fantasy.


Attempt: Accomplished!....?

Final Try:

I have nothing to say much in this photo. The lipstick wasn't even similar, the mirror's fucked up smoggy,camera's too close.Disappointment! In this photo, I used Nichido Sheer Lipstick in Nude and Maybelline Collagen Shimmer in M33.

Attempt: Failed :(

This may resulted in epic failness YET, I will not stop trying until I achieve the best lip tooch photo ala Anne Curtis.

P.S These lip tooch photos were made out of boredom. So if this post doesn't please you, DON'T BOTHER!

-M

Dilemna,just like everybody else

When I was a bit younger, I had already planned what would it like when I go to college. Everything was set and properly planned. From my course to my dream university. Yet when I failed to take the USTet, those plans I had in my head slowly crumbled like weathering rocks. I felt mortified when my dream of getting out of Davao and start a new life in Manila as a college student cannot happen and WILL NEVER HAPPEN. After that, I've been going through an inner battle within my ambitious self and my laid-back self. After months of asking myself, I ended up in the situation that almost every High School go through-where would I go next?

After I got the exam result yesterday and my prospectus, I didn't feel giddy or excited. In fact I felt blank, almost nothing. Then if my dad approaches me and ask me if I'll take up I.S. ,I just keep my mouth shut.
Sure, I'm pretty firm about my ambitions of being a lawyer but I can't proceed to law right away if I don't graduate a 4-year course. Because of this, I am absolutely torn with these two specific courses that is closely related to my strengths. That is International Studies or Mass Communications.
I've been pretty engrossed with books since I was young. Also,since I learned how to talk straight when I was 3, I never stopped talking,haha. Then, when my cousin introduced my to the world of writing, I've been immersing myself in writing stories which I always fail to finish(facepalms). I'm not making it sound like I'm a bookworm or worse a geek yet reading has been a part of my learning. I could say I'm worth a degree in Mass Communications. But years ago, a friend of my grandma discouraged me when I said that I'll take up Mass Communications. I remember she said this: Wag kang mag MassCom Monique, maraming hindi nakapagtrabaho diyan. (Don't take up MassCom Monique, a lot of graduates did not land a job from that course.) I know some people who graduated MassCom who ended up as tambays or in a decent manner, became call center agents. This made me back up and think of an another course. Then I learned about International Studies.

International Studies has so much to offer like traveling or getting assigned to Japan. In the school I had applied to, they are directly supported by their Japanese administrators because it its a Japanese school (Mindanao Kokusai Daigaku,to be precise) yet I'm not sure myself if I'd land a job related in this course.  I don't want to end up applying for a job that is not in-line with my degree. Worse, I don't want to be unemployed. I hate to fail my parents and waste the money they'll spend.
If I choose to take up Mass Com, I have two universities in mind: Ateneo de Davao University or University of Mindanao. Although personally I'd rather attend in UM than in ADDU because I don't believe in them. They're all just paarte and doesn't have a single grasp of reality. In I.S. ,I have 1 school in mind which I had mentioned earlier. If ever I choose this course, I'd only want to concentrate in Japanese and nothing else.
I only have days to make up this godforsaken mind. If I choose the wrong path, I'd be doomed. I don't want to wallow myself in regret one day for choosing the worse decision. I just want a bright future and a surefire career.

Shit this post is way damn long. it's probably the longest post I wrote here in Blogspot. Anyways, I'm still glad I poured everything here otherwise I would explode.

just one

Even after a year of being M.I.A, I still have one follower. tch.

Oh! About the goat that I named after Prince Harry? He died few days after his birth right after this blog closed down. Until now, I still believe that the Royal Family has something to do with this blog's temporary(?) shutdown.

Resurfaced

And I'm BAAAAAACK! God! It was like a year ago since my last post! I manage to pop this baby again and boom! I thought this baby's dead cuz it won't open. I really missed blogging here and too bad this blog doesn't have any documentations in my last year in high school :(. Yet since school's almost here (facepalms), this blog will have every documentation of my entire college from my adjusting life as a freshmen till my flying-with-colors-moments in my senior year (fingers crossed!). Again, it's so good to be back!

-M